Wow I just notice that I haven't wrote a journal in here in a very long time. I'm so busy in CEGEP. I have not much time to rest. It got a bit worse when chinese school started. Will thats life. Will I feel better because I know that it could be worse. That go that my schedule is good. The latest that I stay in school is 5:30 and each day I have to go to school at 10:00 AM. I have two test in monday which is the worse day for me since I go to school at 10:00 and end at 5:30 with only 30 min break. Will it could be worse but is okay I can survive it. Only least then three months to final exam. Thats so scarer just thinking of that. I hope I pass or else I have not much of a future to have of. I still miss the days in high school all the fun I have with my friends. I don't know why but being in CEGEP feels like going to summer school for me. Everything goes by so fast. I am thankful that I have 7 course others have 8 courses but in next term I need 8 courses .

Oh yeah today is chinese thanks giving. It was fun an horrible at the same time. The bad part of today was that I almost got shocked be the bug shocker wack thing. I was studying for my chinese test and my dad was saying the words but suddenly a fly flu by my head so my dad takes the bug shocker wack thing and wacked it above my head. It was less then a cm away form my head. The second thing that he did to me today was asked me to go pick up the stuff that my grandpa bought and meet up with my grandpa at the store. The worse thing was that he made it sound that my grandpa was there for a long time but in fact he was still in the house when I arrived there. I called but no one answered the phone so I walked back to my mom but when I got back I had to go back to the store again to pick up my grandpa. Being so mad at my dad I got madder when he mad me go and buy a dessert in the store next to the house. I went there but sold them out so I had to go somewhere else to buy it and also he made me take care of my grandparents when they can already take of themselves. I was force to watch something that I don't understand and want to watch. Also he wouldn't let study for my test. I don't understand him. He wants me to do good in CEGEP but doesn't let my do my homework or study. How is it even possible? The fun part was see how my sister was trying to keep the fish away from my uncle. It happens every time when she sees my uncle.

Lastly what happen to me was that I was sitting next to my two cousin who talks a lot on in taking cal. That was sorta funny. They say that moon cakes are so fattening and that it has a lot of cal. The say that there are about 200 cal in one eighth of a moon cake and they would never want to eat it. But the funny thing about it is that they were eating rice that was soaked in pork oil and I think I saw them eat about 4 or 5 bowls. That should be about 800 cal and more since rice already have a lot of cal. After that they almost ate a third of food on the table more then me, my brother, both of my sister at. Those food were soaked in fat and oil which is more than 1000 cal. They also ate half the moon cake. I would of ate it but they used there hands and touched every single piece of the moon cake and asked us to eat it. Next time if I'm sitting next to them and they start talking ow much cal are in one thing I would remind them how much cal they are in taking in the meal.